I turned 50.
It wasn’t the big deal I had made it out to be in my mind.
My body did not, contrary to my expectations, spontaneously shrivel and die at midnight.
I slept like a 49-year old and woke up feeling a bit smug that I had moved into a new phase in my life.
When I danced around the kitchen singing happy birthday to myself, Murphy the wonder-pup danced around my feet as though he were celebrating with me. Either that or he was doggy-praying that I would calm down and act my age.
I felt a sense of empowerment as I drove to work knowing that, on this day, I was half a century old.
I nearly depressed myself with the empowering thoughts because 50 sounds so much better than half a century. Ugly crying wasn’t an option so half a century turned into two fourths of one.
50 was starting to sound exciting,
Half a century sounded like it belonged in the back basement corner of a now-defunct museum.
During my drive to work, my mind, as it usually does, began to wander. I started down the broken road of things I would change, but decided unless it was my bed linens or the time on my watch, it wasn’t worth wasting my thoughts on.
I doubt there is a person on earth who wouldn’t change things if they could, but since the time machine hasn’t yet been perfected, it would be a mute point.
So I sang happy birthday to myself again as I drove along and gave thanks to God that He let me have another trip around the sun.
I’m 50 and proud of it.
I can’t say I’m all that thrilled about the AARP mail, but I did like the look of that free backpack.
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Ok… now I am beginning to become somewhat concerned… I wasn’t concerned when I listened to Jimmy Buffet over and over day and night for the past two weeks, at home, in the car and at work… I wasn’t really aware that I shouted out lyrics to his songs out of the blue at the oddest of times and already know nearly every word to my favorites (although, if I had been aware, I would have begun to realize that something was up) Not really worried when I realized that I actually paid money for skull and crossbones tablecloths on a post-halloween sale to use in a “pirate motif” at my birthday dinner… didn’t flinch when I bought the “ghost pirate” at the same post-halloween sale… never occurred to me that there was a time in my life when I had not been a Parrothead and really was bummed that I was an over 40 victim of fate… never mind my new love of boat drinks… i’ve put myself in time-out twice for saying hell and damn… two words I never used to say… at least not out loud… It doesn’t bother me that I think, seriously, about flying down south for a few days this winter… not just south, but SOUTH… Now although everything so far has pointed towards obsessive behavior and maybe even a little, um, for lack of a better word, weird, even for me… it feels natural, like a second skin so… I didn’t realize how absorbed I had become by the “island life” and that I actually considered myself an islander… at least not until an encounter at Kroger the other night that made me realize that I might need to run to the nearest Margaritaville and have a cheeseburger in paradise until the whole fruitcake moment has passed… I was standing in front of the febreeze and glade scents… I love those new febreeze pop-up things, whatever they are, and was smelling them… they have a scatch and sniff doohickey on the front… that said, there was this man coming in my direction and he says to me “which one smells the best”… I held the one in my hand up, hawaiian some such or another, and said “this one”… so he goes and picks up one and says to me, “so what does hawaiian stuff smell like”… and I said.. and this is what made me realize that I have earned my Parrothead badge… I said “it smells like one particular harbor”… now is that messed up or what… i need help and i need it in a hurry… for what it’s worth, tho, he put the febreeze in his cart…
I LIKE MINE WITH LETTUCE AND TOMATOES, HEINZ 57 AND FRANCH FRIED POTATOES….
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