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Just a short walk
Earlier tonight, i commented on a post by Janet… she had told of helping her older neighbors by walking their dog… that’s all i know about the entire thing, but it planted a seed in my head and the words just tumbled out, almost faster than I could write them… and my Father showed me a morning with my dad, when he was older and more feeble… anyone who knows him will recognize him… and anyone who doesn’t know him personally will recognize him… because his generation is everywhere… we just usually choose not to see it… Father, help me treat others as I want my parents to be treated… with love and compassion, help and healing, conversation and company… let me serve you, LORD…. Anyway, without the Holy Spirit, my words alone cant possibly do it justice, so, if you’re willing, whether you believe in it or not, try to see it through the eyes of the spirit… here goes…
The wind rattled his bones just as hard as it rattled the windows, the shingles, the siding and the half-broken porch swing, dangling by one chain, that he just wasn’t able to fix. Not thinking about the things he could no longer do… at least trying not to think about them, he took a deep breath and began the process of getting out of bed. What, once upon a few decades ago, would have been quick and easy was now slow and painful. He had tried looking at getting up in the morning like yanking off a bandage… quick and painful, but over soon… well, it wasn’t quick, but it was painful… and the soreness lasted for three days… so he’d stuck to slow and easy so he could get downstairs to breakfast. He looked at his wife, still sleeping, and thought of how different it used to be… how more able he was to protect her and take care of her… of course that didn’t diminish his love and devotion to her… she was a strong and steady force in his life and he knew he didn’t want to live without her and selfishly, yet shamelessly, prayed, as he had ever since he laid eyes on her, that he would go first… he shook his head, a habit he’d picked up along the way, and took his first unsteady steps of the morning and went in the direction of the bathroom to wash his face and stuff before he went downstairs for the day. He thought of the bathroom downstairs by the kitchen and remembered toying with the idea of expanding it into a full size bath.. of thinking how convenient it would be… he went back down the hall, passing his bedroom on the way and noticed that she had turned over… knowing she would be up soon and looking for some coffee, he made his way down the stairs, looking out over the foggy meadow toward the road… beautiful, he thought… he moved into the kitchen, glancing, as he put the kettle on to heat, toward the tiny, useless bathroom… but that was a long time ago and he couldn’t do it now even if he still wanted to… and that galled him some, still. That, even though he does want to, he wants to very badly, he can’t… he stirred cream into his coffee, then looked toward the stairs to make sure Flo wasn’t there, then put extra.. he sipped and sighed, then went back to his thoughts… he can’t expand the bathroom, he can’t fix the roof, he can’t mow the yard, he can’t drive… he can barely walk, even on level ground… sometimes, where his garden used to grow, he stands and gazes toward the mountain… longing to walk a ways so he can feel the breath of the wind on his face that he can’t get here on this flat ground… shaking his head, he turned toward the east window and watched the day burst open… nothing he can do with it now anyway… he’s just too old… he feels the depression, always just a breath away, threatening to swallow him if he’ll just give in… but give in? no way… he’ll be there as long as his time lasts.. and when he’s done, he’ll go to Heaven… he’s never doubted that… no, he murmurs to himself, he’d never doubted that, but he also hadn’t looked ahead to reality… to becoming feeble… he just wished he were stronger… like in the old days… But, there was trouble in the days of strength, as there is with anytime… and as he stood in the kitchen with the light of the sunrise pouring into the window, he realized that, though his body is weaker, his mind, his heart and his spirit are stronger than ever… He nods at the day and walks through the house toward the front door. He heard the first bang of the hammer as he opened the screened door and walked onto the porch… he heard the footsteps overhead as his roof was repaired before winter… he wasn’t able and he wasn’t rich… and God, faithful God, had, as always, provided… He thanked Him for the young men who lived nearby and had offered to do some work around the house… they were photographers and were willing to trade mountain time for hard labor… to help him and his wife It was, he realized as he listened to the good-natured banter of youth, a good day to walk… just a little ways… into the mountain… he yanked on the new chain on the porch swing, now hanging sturdy and straight,as he opened the screened door then went back in the kitchen, fixed two cups of coffee, both with just a touch of cream, and creaked his way back up the stairs to see if his wife was up to a walk… just a short walk, of course…
Posted in christian, dad, farm, farmhouse, God, help, man and wife, older, story
Tagged aging parents, dad, faith, futuristic, gina minton kearns, gina minton kearns blog, love, me and my dad, parents, story, strength
Remembering to remember so that I will never forget…
on this day, september 11, every american, everyone who knows an american, everyone who loves an american, everyone who has visited america, american children too young to understand and the old and dying… we all remember… as clear as it was nine years, the unfolding events of the day and the heroic actions of people who would do anything for their loved ones and country, the ones who gave no thought to their own safety, are etched with the burn of horror and and unimaginable sadness that this country has not had to face in a long time and a pride for country which can never be distinguished… in a world where peace, go-green, protection, family and love are the catch words, it seems impossible that our land and our home and everything we hold dear could be so vulnerable… and then, the images of those who gave everything and more, the neighbors, loved ones and friends, firemen, police officers, emt’s, workers from every state and several countries… christians, wiccans, catholics, muslims, black, white, mothers, fathers, sons, sisters, brothers, daughters, grandparents, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles and friends… the US Military, restaurant owners and hotel proprietors… churches and hospitals, doctors and nurses, daycare workers, secretaries, drug addicts, prostitutes, bums and thieves…they all joined hands, not caring what background or ethnicity the hand they were clasping was… people who had never given the USA a second thought were held, spellbound, as the true strength of this great country became evident… and it was immediately realized by everyone, everywhere, that weak, timid and vulnerable, we weren’t, but strong, resilient, patriotic and full of love for our fellow Americans, we were… and with the blood, sweat and prayers of us, those and the other ones, we rallied and now, these nine years later, we remember… and we will continue to remember… for God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind ~ 2 Timothy 1:7 (KJV)
History does not long entrust the care of freedom to the weak or the timid ~
Dwight D. Eisenhower
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My God, My God
I went on a bear hunt
but I did not see a bear
I saw her poop and claw marks
so I know she had been there
and what I did see humbled me
and it made me stop and sigh
at my Father’s amazing creation
and I cannot fathom why
that such a God who has all power
in both sky and depth of sea
would care so much and love so deep
that He’d sacrifice His SON for me
so here upon His ridge top
with the sound of birds and wind
I lift my hand and praise Him
for His glory, once again
©gmk 9/6/2010
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Looking for a bear
So today, I went into the mountain with the sole purpose of seeking out and photographing a bear. I used my newfound bravery and took the Ranger all the way up to the cabin. Dad told me to be careful as the road was rough due to the recent flash flood… well, dad was wrong…. the road wasn’t rough as there wasn’t a road… multiple ditches with huge rocks bursting through the ground… it was an arduous and dangerous trip, but I took it slow and tried to maneuver it the way I thought Dad would. I was really surprised when I saw the cabin. It has a covered porch which fronts the cabin on the east side. Inside, there is a wood stove, couch, bunk-beds, two recliners, a table and chairs and a full-size gas stove that will run on propane. It is quite a little getaway… So, after photographing the marks on the apple tree that were obviously claw marks and judging from the size, it’s a very safe bet that it’s a bear, I made my way around the outside of the cabin. The place was quiet and very, very secluded. Since there was no bear at or around the cabin, I went behind and started down the road at the northwest corner of the “yard”. As I started down, i took note of the steepness of it and though it was quite steep, I side-stepped a lot and thought only fleetingly of walking back up (BIG mistake), and made it to a place that opened up to something you read about in story books… i expected, instead of a hundred years old apple orchard, to see a castle… I can’t explain it but I felt like I was anywhere and everywhere… like I was going a thousand places just by standing in that perfect place… it was amazing, it was beautiful… and I want very badly to go back… but I want to hike to the orchard from the barn because that hill back to the cabin, the one I said was steep…? Well, that hill is a killer. I had to stop four times just to keep myself from falling from sheer muscle fatigue. I knew, without a doubt, that if the bear decided at that moment that this hard-breathing, sweating humanesque creature looked tasty, I was toast… as I was just barely making it. I remember saying, when the cabin came into view, “Praise Mary and all the Saints”. It was the first time in a long time that I was so near exhaustion, I wanted to cry… gonna walk on that hill (in moderation, mind you) till I can do it in one sweep. I thought of Dad while I was huffing and puffing my way up that incline… I thought, Dad will say “what, that hill? Why I’ve walked that hill dozens of times”. Guess what he said when I got home..? yep lol. I love good surprises, but at the same time, i find comfort in predictability…
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I’m even more uncool than I thought…. sigh
Ok… so have you ever harped and harped at someone for being easily influenced and gullible? Well, then, have you ever done that exact same thing you’d been harping about…? Hmmm. I did. Did it just today as a matter of fact. Actually, I suppose the actual catalyst happened a few years ago, not long after Jim and I moved over here to the country. We still had dial-up at that time, so the very slightest thing would excite us. Since we were afraid we would shrivel and fade away before the dial-up would take us somewhere we could prove what we were reading, if it sounded reasonable or cool, we’d look into it. Now, this particular thing, Jim didn’t think would happen… as a matter of fact, I remember him saying “Gina, that is simply not possible”. Well, what did he know? I had read it on the internet, hadn’t I. So, irregardless of his nay-saying, I began to plan the moment of this great phenomenon that I would only see once in my lifetime. I began to plan the menu and think about, even though I don’t care about it, a nice wine. We were going to picnic in the hayfield and watch this amazing sight unfold. I was, of course, going to have my camera. So time passed and so did Jim… i would love to hear him tell me he was right without being a jerk about it. Tonight, I was at the home of two of my dear friends, Len and Randy. I told them, very excitedly I might add, about this incredible thing that was going to happen tomorrow. Randy, a skeptic in the best of times, was polite enough not to laugh in my face. I wanted to prove to them that it was real, so I looked it up, where else, ON THE DROID lol… And what I found immediately made me think of how many times I’ve complained to Dad that he is gullible and believes every email he gets… well, I can say that the crow was tough and hard to swallow, especially since I am currently a vegetarian. People, MARS WILL NOT BE AS BIG AS THE MOON TOMORROW…. now desculpe (excuse me) while I carry on wallowing in disappointment at my own gullibility… lo siento (I’m sorry) Dad… 0:-)
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How Great Is our God – a true story
Have you ever heard a story over and over through the years and realized one day that you hadn’t really heard the story at all and had no clue what may or may not have happened. Well, as of today, I have. There is a story that has been told in my family for many years about a woman who was caught in a flash flood. I guess all the recent rain and flooding brought it up… The way I understood it was that there was this woman who was caught in a flash flood, grabbed her kid, jumped out of the car and ran to a neighbor’s house, just as the car was washed away. My WHOLE life, I have thought this to be the WHOLE story. A little scary, but nothing to get goosebumps over. At least not until tonight. I was talking to mom on the phone and after exclaiming over the rain and puddles and streams and… well, you get the picture – she mentioned this story. I said, as I have many times in the past, “yeah”, or something else lame like that. But this time, I said something about the lady getting wet wading through the water…It was then that I found out that I didn’t know Jack… or Jill either for that matter… but she gave me the real scoop… There was this lady living with her husband and little girl up on a ridge over near where we go to church. Driving down the side of the ridge into the valley, she was heading to work and was taking the little one, about eighteen months old, as she did every weekday, to the babysitter’s house. It was raining, but, as I understand it, it was April… and around here, it rains in April. Now, if you’ve ever been over in these parts, (or if you are from Ireland or Scotland) you know what rolling hills are and that often, the valley between two hills, over time and necessity, becomes a road. That’s the way it is when you live in the rolling hills. It is beautiful to look at, but, as mom told me this story, I realized how incredibly dangerous it could be. But, I digress… so she was in the car driving down one of these little valley roads, and i use the term road loosely, when it started to rain harder. She was mildly concerned but didn’t really worry because she’d driven on this road in all kinds of weather without any real trouble. There was a creek (or a crick, depending) on one side of the road and the hills, quite steep, were on both sides…Having driven that road thousands of times going to church, I can say that it is a bit like driving in a city where you can only see the sky above you, except that it isn’t buildings on either side of you, it’s creation, which is a whole ‘nother ballgame. Again, I digress… ANYWAY… it began to rain harder and water, which had been trickling down the hills, began to fill the ditch on one side of the car and the creek on the other. A little further on, the heavenly storehouses of rain burst open and dumped the rain as from a bucket onto the already saturated ground. The water running off the steep banks quickly became a waterfall of mud, rocks and debris barreling onto and over the car from the creek side. Now, if you notice, at no point did I mention that the lady or her baby got out of the car. They didn’t. The water was coming over the hills and onto the road so hard and fast that it pushed the car backwards several feet. The car began to slide and turn sickly in the road and she tried desperately to turn the wheel away from the creek. This is where God steps in… I just love it when He does that and love it more when I get to hear about it… the tire of the car caught in the ditch and became wedged there, keeping it from flipping over into the creek. The water, even muddier than before and now full of rocks and debris, was pounding onto, and over, the top of the car. Fearing that they would both drown if the car flipped into the creek, she rolled her window down. This let in a deluge of water through the window. This is the moment when she realized she was in BIG trouble. The river of muddy water wasn’t just going over the car, it was pushing against the car with such force that she couldn’t open her door. She was trapped, with the baby, in a car that was rapidly filling up with water. She sat the little girl, who had been sitting in the front seat, (remember, this was over 40 years ago so there were no car seats) on the back of the seat to try to keep her out of the water, and rolled down the window on that side. The water was running in her window and out the other side. Hoping to let more of the water out, she leaned over and cracked the door on the baby’s side so some of the accumulating water could go out. By this tiime, the water in the car was up to her bra. Outside, the world had gone wild. Lightning slashed the sky like a blade… before one strike could vanish, another one would be there to slit the sky open. The thunder rolled down the valley like a bellowing bull… and the water continued to rise. Mom said that at that moment, and I can just hear her saying this, she told me that we would ask Jesus to take care of us. Time has a way of fooling you when you’re scared, but not only did the rain have to stop, but the water had to stop flowing over the car before she could even consider getting out. After a period of time, she was able to push her door open, and get out. The water she stepped into was a river of mud and rocks that came to her knees. She took me out of the car, (she said this was the only time I cried… and can you blame me for not wanting to get out in that) and carrying me, walked, WALKED, through the muddy water, unable to tell where the creek or the road or the ditch were. The rocks and debris that she couldn’t even see were there, were hitting her legs. Even so, she didn’t fall… she didn’t even stumble… God at work!! There were rocks in the road that were bigger than the car she had been driving… in the road, I might add, where we would have been if the car hadn’t slid backward. Her dress, underwear and bra were full of mud as she carried me, who wasn’t wet except a bit on my feet, to the house of a woman named Acklin… now it is pronounced just like I spelled it, but I have no idea if it’s spelled like it sounds. She got to Acklin’s house and called Mamaw Daphne and told her we were stranded. Grandaddy said he’d come on the tractor to get us. A while later, Mamaw called back and said he couldn’t make it because there were rocks in the road that were BIGGER THAN THE TRACTOR. So, in the front and the back, there were rocks big enough to crush the car, there was creek full of rushing water and a waterfall coming down on top of the car. There is no reason we should have lived through that. God pushed that car in the ditch because He knew the rocks were going to fall. He saved us, plain and simple. Jesus protected us, just as a frightened young mother and her little girl asked Him to. Now I ask you…… HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD??? As I said, I’ve heard that story a million times, but until tonight, I didn’t even know the half of it. (by the way, the babysitter was Granny Minton) My mom is, by far, the bravest woman I have ever known. And because of what she told me tonight, I feel brave and empowered myself. I feel like I can do anything… and with the help of the same Jesus who looked out for mom and me on that flooded country road, I can.
Posted in baby, blog, faith, Life, Mother, Scott County, story
Tagged dirt, faith, family, flash flood, flood, gina minton kearns, gina minton kearns blog, God, love, mother, mud, protected by faith, protection, rocks, salvation, stranded, strength, water, weather
Minton Family Reunion Pictures
As I was looking through these photographs, I was struck by something Cassandra said in one of her fb posts about wondering where the time has gone. I found myself wondering that last night, too, when Taylor, my little baby… y’all remember her, cute little thing with curly hair… wild as a buck.. that little baby, called to tell me she was going to come home for the night from college. She said it was because she was bored… but I know it was because she was homesick… Anyway, I digress… enjoy the photographs and let me know what you think of them. I’m going to really try to stick with the blog this time because I believe it’s important in a big way… i don’t know… have no choice but to wait on God to reveal His plan and to serve and worship Him while I’m waiting… My family is something that, if you were to randomly ask people on the street, exists only in fairy tales… I know that I could call any one of them, and there are MANY, and if I needed help, they would help me in any way they could. I know that for a fact… we laugh, we cry and yes, of course, we fight… how could we not… we have descended from the Scots, the Irish and the German… there would be something wrong with us if we didn’t fight… but we don’t hold it against each other. That’s the key… nobody’s perfect and everybody is going to step on my toes from time to time. Big deal… I do plenty of stepping of my own so I consider myself living in a glass house… again, I digress… I’m sorry.. I’m starting to remind myself of people i know… lol… and you know who you are!!! OK… here are the pictures…
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