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Just a short walk
Earlier tonight, i commented on a post by Janet… she had told of helping her older neighbors by walking their dog… that’s all i know about the entire thing, but it planted a seed in my head and the words just tumbled out, almost faster than I could write them… and my Father showed me a morning with my dad, when he was older and more feeble… anyone who knows him will recognize him… and anyone who doesn’t know him personally will recognize him… because his generation is everywhere… we just usually choose not to see it… Father, help me treat others as I want my parents to be treated… with love and compassion, help and healing, conversation and company… let me serve you, LORD…. Anyway, without the Holy Spirit, my words alone cant possibly do it justice, so, if you’re willing, whether you believe in it or not, try to see it through the eyes of the spirit… here goes…
The wind rattled his bones just as hard as it rattled the windows, the shingles, the siding and the half-broken porch swing, dangling by one chain, that he just wasn’t able to fix. Not thinking about the things he could no longer do… at least trying not to think about them, he took a deep breath and began the process of getting out of bed. What, once upon a few decades ago, would have been quick and easy was now slow and painful. He had tried looking at getting up in the morning like yanking off a bandage… quick and painful, but over soon… well, it wasn’t quick, but it was painful… and the soreness lasted for three days… so he’d stuck to slow and easy so he could get downstairs to breakfast. He looked at his wife, still sleeping, and thought of how different it used to be… how more able he was to protect her and take care of her… of course that didn’t diminish his love and devotion to her… she was a strong and steady force in his life and he knew he didn’t want to live without her and selfishly, yet shamelessly, prayed, as he had ever since he laid eyes on her, that he would go first… he shook his head, a habit he’d picked up along the way, and took his first unsteady steps of the morning and went in the direction of the bathroom to wash his face and stuff before he went downstairs for the day. He thought of the bathroom downstairs by the kitchen and remembered toying with the idea of expanding it into a full size bath.. of thinking how convenient it would be… he went back down the hall, passing his bedroom on the way and noticed that she had turned over… knowing she would be up soon and looking for some coffee, he made his way down the stairs, looking out over the foggy meadow toward the road… beautiful, he thought… he moved into the kitchen, glancing, as he put the kettle on to heat, toward the tiny, useless bathroom… but that was a long time ago and he couldn’t do it now even if he still wanted to… and that galled him some, still. That, even though he does want to, he wants to very badly, he can’t… he stirred cream into his coffee, then looked toward the stairs to make sure Flo wasn’t there, then put extra.. he sipped and sighed, then went back to his thoughts… he can’t expand the bathroom, he can’t fix the roof, he can’t mow the yard, he can’t drive… he can barely walk, even on level ground… sometimes, where his garden used to grow, he stands and gazes toward the mountain… longing to walk a ways so he can feel the breath of the wind on his face that he can’t get here on this flat ground… shaking his head, he turned toward the east window and watched the day burst open… nothing he can do with it now anyway… he’s just too old… he feels the depression, always just a breath away, threatening to swallow him if he’ll just give in… but give in? no way… he’ll be there as long as his time lasts.. and when he’s done, he’ll go to Heaven… he’s never doubted that… no, he murmurs to himself, he’d never doubted that, but he also hadn’t looked ahead to reality… to becoming feeble… he just wished he were stronger… like in the old days… But, there was trouble in the days of strength, as there is with anytime… and as he stood in the kitchen with the light of the sunrise pouring into the window, he realized that, though his body is weaker, his mind, his heart and his spirit are stronger than ever… He nods at the day and walks through the house toward the front door. He heard the first bang of the hammer as he opened the screened door and walked onto the porch… he heard the footsteps overhead as his roof was repaired before winter… he wasn’t able and he wasn’t rich… and God, faithful God, had, as always, provided… He thanked Him for the young men who lived nearby and had offered to do some work around the house… they were photographers and were willing to trade mountain time for hard labor… to help him and his wife It was, he realized as he listened to the good-natured banter of youth, a good day to walk… just a little ways… into the mountain… he yanked on the new chain on the porch swing, now hanging sturdy and straight,as he opened the screened door then went back in the kitchen, fixed two cups of coffee, both with just a touch of cream, and creaked his way back up the stairs to see if his wife was up to a walk… just a short walk, of course…
Posted in christian, dad, farm, farmhouse, God, help, man and wife, older, story
Tagged aging parents, dad, faith, futuristic, gina minton kearns, gina minton kearns blog, love, me and my dad, parents, story, strength
How Great Is our God – a true story
Have you ever heard a story over and over through the years and realized one day that you hadn’t really heard the story at all and had no clue what may or may not have happened. Well, as of today, I have. There is a story that has been told in my family for many years about a woman who was caught in a flash flood. I guess all the recent rain and flooding brought it up… The way I understood it was that there was this woman who was caught in a flash flood, grabbed her kid, jumped out of the car and ran to a neighbor’s house, just as the car was washed away. My WHOLE life, I have thought this to be the WHOLE story. A little scary, but nothing to get goosebumps over. At least not until tonight. I was talking to mom on the phone and after exclaiming over the rain and puddles and streams and… well, you get the picture – she mentioned this story. I said, as I have many times in the past, “yeah”, or something else lame like that. But this time, I said something about the lady getting wet wading through the water…It was then that I found out that I didn’t know Jack… or Jill either for that matter… but she gave me the real scoop… There was this lady living with her husband and little girl up on a ridge over near where we go to church. Driving down the side of the ridge into the valley, she was heading to work and was taking the little one, about eighteen months old, as she did every weekday, to the babysitter’s house. It was raining, but, as I understand it, it was April… and around here, it rains in April. Now, if you’ve ever been over in these parts, (or if you are from Ireland or Scotland) you know what rolling hills are and that often, the valley between two hills, over time and necessity, becomes a road. That’s the way it is when you live in the rolling hills. It is beautiful to look at, but, as mom told me this story, I realized how incredibly dangerous it could be. But, I digress… so she was in the car driving down one of these little valley roads, and i use the term road loosely, when it started to rain harder. She was mildly concerned but didn’t really worry because she’d driven on this road in all kinds of weather without any real trouble. There was a creek (or a crick, depending) on one side of the road and the hills, quite steep, were on both sides…Having driven that road thousands of times going to church, I can say that it is a bit like driving in a city where you can only see the sky above you, except that it isn’t buildings on either side of you, it’s creation, which is a whole ‘nother ballgame. Again, I digress… ANYWAY… it began to rain harder and water, which had been trickling down the hills, began to fill the ditch on one side of the car and the creek on the other. A little further on, the heavenly storehouses of rain burst open and dumped the rain as from a bucket onto the already saturated ground. The water running off the steep banks quickly became a waterfall of mud, rocks and debris barreling onto and over the car from the creek side. Now, if you notice, at no point did I mention that the lady or her baby got out of the car. They didn’t. The water was coming over the hills and onto the road so hard and fast that it pushed the car backwards several feet. The car began to slide and turn sickly in the road and she tried desperately to turn the wheel away from the creek. This is where God steps in… I just love it when He does that and love it more when I get to hear about it… the tire of the car caught in the ditch and became wedged there, keeping it from flipping over into the creek. The water, even muddier than before and now full of rocks and debris, was pounding onto, and over, the top of the car. Fearing that they would both drown if the car flipped into the creek, she rolled her window down. This let in a deluge of water through the window. This is the moment when she realized she was in BIG trouble. The river of muddy water wasn’t just going over the car, it was pushing against the car with such force that she couldn’t open her door. She was trapped, with the baby, in a car that was rapidly filling up with water. She sat the little girl, who had been sitting in the front seat, (remember, this was over 40 years ago so there were no car seats) on the back of the seat to try to keep her out of the water, and rolled down the window on that side. The water was running in her window and out the other side. Hoping to let more of the water out, she leaned over and cracked the door on the baby’s side so some of the accumulating water could go out. By this tiime, the water in the car was up to her bra. Outside, the world had gone wild. Lightning slashed the sky like a blade… before one strike could vanish, another one would be there to slit the sky open. The thunder rolled down the valley like a bellowing bull… and the water continued to rise. Mom said that at that moment, and I can just hear her saying this, she told me that we would ask Jesus to take care of us. Time has a way of fooling you when you’re scared, but not only did the rain have to stop, but the water had to stop flowing over the car before she could even consider getting out. After a period of time, she was able to push her door open, and get out. The water she stepped into was a river of mud and rocks that came to her knees. She took me out of the car, (she said this was the only time I cried… and can you blame me for not wanting to get out in that) and carrying me, walked, WALKED, through the muddy water, unable to tell where the creek or the road or the ditch were. The rocks and debris that she couldn’t even see were there, were hitting her legs. Even so, she didn’t fall… she didn’t even stumble… God at work!! There were rocks in the road that were bigger than the car she had been driving… in the road, I might add, where we would have been if the car hadn’t slid backward. Her dress, underwear and bra were full of mud as she carried me, who wasn’t wet except a bit on my feet, to the house of a woman named Acklin… now it is pronounced just like I spelled it, but I have no idea if it’s spelled like it sounds. She got to Acklin’s house and called Mamaw Daphne and told her we were stranded. Grandaddy said he’d come on the tractor to get us. A while later, Mamaw called back and said he couldn’t make it because there were rocks in the road that were BIGGER THAN THE TRACTOR. So, in the front and the back, there were rocks big enough to crush the car, there was creek full of rushing water and a waterfall coming down on top of the car. There is no reason we should have lived through that. God pushed that car in the ditch because He knew the rocks were going to fall. He saved us, plain and simple. Jesus protected us, just as a frightened young mother and her little girl asked Him to. Now I ask you…… HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD??? As I said, I’ve heard that story a million times, but until tonight, I didn’t even know the half of it. (by the way, the babysitter was Granny Minton) My mom is, by far, the bravest woman I have ever known. And because of what she told me tonight, I feel brave and empowered myself. I feel like I can do anything… and with the help of the same Jesus who looked out for mom and me on that flooded country road, I can.
Posted in baby, blog, faith, Life, Mother, Scott County, story
Tagged dirt, faith, family, flash flood, flood, gina minton kearns, gina minton kearns blog, God, love, mother, mud, protected by faith, protection, rocks, salvation, stranded, strength, water, weather
